i'm damn tired.
recently,
i've been skipping my afternoon naps.
and sleeping earlier at night.
which is GOOD(:
lol.
and ive been wanting to change the blogskin.
but, im just too lazy.
damn sian.
you know what,
in these 3 mths,
i've found out many stuff.
for eg,
those who betray you for the sake of others.
yep.
but!
as elaine says, KARMA.
or rather, do what you want others do towards you.
Everything happens for a reason doesnt it.
and that day,
i was telling Shuen and all.
that i think i suffered from _______________
during that time.
which is highly possible.
but i guess im alright alr.


and maybe,
my blue vessels are really
caused by the lack of oxygenated blood.
that's why i always breathe so hardly,
and laugh with the asthma kind of sound.
Lol.
plus,
the doctor previously did say tt
i dont have enough blood.
SO, haha.
maybe ive finally found the reason for the
super-blue-and-obvious blood vessels.
hahs.






i shld go see a psychologists,
and cure me of my phobia of pigeons.
cos personally,
i dont really know why im so scared of them.
lol.
its must surely be linked to smth.


&&&,
i found out that i cant take scoldings from others.
and that i'll often end up crying.
maybe cos im not use to it.
haiya.
cat la.


i've found out so many stuff.
and tonight i'll finally be able to drink that gold passion.
which had been kept in the fridge since
returning frm bangkok.
no link to the previous topic.
but nvm(:

valley valley valley,
all along i've been going
through a valley.
but indeed,
through the valley,
i've learnt alot.(:

wow man,
i've applied my knowledge.
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__ know the answer to every question __ have in mind.
but __ just can't face the truth,
and accept the fact,
can __.?
neither can __ _________.
its always like that.
one day,
__ will grow out of it.
and live life the same as before.
realizing that it is not a need.
but all along,
a want.
with or without it,
__ know it doesnt matter.
but __ just keep thinking likewise.
in hope of making it seem more pleasing.
the truth is right in front of __.
but __ choose not to face it.
when __ look back,
__ will find __self like a fool.


Giving up an entire forest for a hollow tree,
was my foolishness.
i should have let go long time ago.
holding on was just a waste of time.