Piano arrived this morning.
actually dunnoe why my dad bought it either,
since he's the only one who can play.
and i quited piano after learning for
1/2 year in PRIMARY 1.


haas.
anyway,
Veit is at my hse now.
except that my father brought him down for
"tour".
i think his name's damn cool,
cos its spelt at veit, but,
pronounced as "FIGHT".
haha.
cos that's how they pronounce the letter v in german.
anyway, he's from germany,
and the country sent him here.
and like they provided him with a hse at orchard.
lol.
but the only thing's that he's only 19 and
he's here in singapore alone.
but he got to make some friends like on the street la.
haha.


so when holidays come,
my dad asked me and glenys to bring him on a tour around singapore.
lol.
and maybe he might go to church with us on sat.
haha.
since he's like so free everyday.


chinese for these 2 weeks.
anyway,
yesterday, argh. forget it.
not even worth.But i'll like to thank those who were there for me.
esp, YOU YOU YOU AND YOU......
who helped me forget abt FILLINTHEBLANKSYOURSELF.
and you know what people.
you're right.
i don't need such a person who's such a !@#$%^&*()_)(*&^.
and i don't have to waste my time on him.
HE's NOT EVEN WORTH MY TEARS.
&&& after crying for like almost everynight,
spending sunday crying,
skipping tuition and all.
I FINALLY THOUGHT THROUGH IT.
SUCH A PERSON IS NOT WORTH ANYTHING.
and since i said breakup,
a month and 1 day ago.
i should stick to it.
anyway, even if my results are going to be bad this term.
i should just take it as a learning experience.
Nevertherless,
i don't regret the past 10 months
together with you.
or rather, should i say 7 months plus,
after you changed.
indeed, its a stepping stone.
and I LEARNT NOT TO TRUST WORDS ALONE.
NEVER TO TRUST A PERSON TOO MUCH.
AND NO MATTER HOW GOOD THE PERSON IS,
HE MAY STILL CHANGE ANOTHER DAY.
THEREFORE,
GOODBYE TO YOU.
however, a word of advice,
change for the better.
don't go on lying anymore.
cos 1 lie, brings you on the the next lie.
and once you start, you can't stop.
You can still choose to change.
before its too late.
and when you look back,
you'll start to regret.
Really,
trust me.
i experienced it before.
well, its up to you.
your save-face character,
as well as your stubborn character.
FYI: YOU WERE STUBBORN TOO.






i don't need you no more.
but thanks for the experiences you gave.










may IT succeed(:
you know what i'm talking about.
*winks.