This is who i am.

"... only when you've got feelings..... then you will get raped....."

- Ever-perverted Terry Tan, displaying his true colours.

Hello Hello.

I did smth to the blogger thingy, & ended up changing the blog layout

& replacing the cbox w haloscan! (sorry for not replying the previous tags!!)

The skin's kinda plain though:(

Wait till i've figured out all the codes & all!

Going off to Indonesia tmr!!

If weren't for the swine flu, i would have been in Gold Coast by now. RAH.

My parents are so paranoid that they don't even wna take the planes,

cos they think that its enclosed & the chances of catching the virus is higher.

Hence, the preferred alternative of taking ferry to Indonesia.

Anyway, was at a little getaway trip with Terry on sun/mon.

Felt like a tourist even when shopping in town.

& that should have been the whole purpose!

Not until we bumped into Kamquat Koh, Marcus & all!

so much for feeling like a tourist!

hahahaha.

The next morning, the alarms proved to be useless.

But we eventually got up, just to have breakfast downstairs.

I ACTUALLY WOKE UP FOR THIER PATHETIC BREAKFAST!

not even considered buffet breakfast lor!

Don't think we'll ever be staying there again, or at least, i hope!

Checked out & cabbed home w Terry.

& then out again to watch Terminator w my brother as well.

THAI FOOD AT NIGHT!!!

I LOVE THAI FOOD!(:(:(:

ALRIGHTOS,

PHOTOS!!

[You look so hot in those eyes! KEEP IT THAT WAY! HAHAHAHHAHA]

[Calebpi loves to invite himself into other ppl's photos. attention seeker!]

[Duck faces! totally reminds me of the "duck me" from the "i rub my duckie". ]

[AIN'T NO DH ALRIGHT!]

& some other photos from the cammy/handphone since idk when!

[You think you sexy ah? Mushroom standing still]

[ & my Shuuuuuey! see luh! not paying attention to people's programme!]

Okeydokkk! its 1.06am now & i gotta wake up at 6am to prepare:(

Not gonna bring my leoppy along!

Till then, Toodle-oo!

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This is who i am, & who i am only means the way I am and what I am or am not capable of. Just like if my friends cannot accept me for who i am, then are they even considered my friends?

I don't like certain things that you do & i may not agree with your actions or thoughts. But this is just as how you'll nvr approve of me, modelling, clubbing, sheeshaing, interacting w people you don't want me to have any contact with, or even my ambition, my goals.

No matter how unrealistic or impractical, as you call it, my goals might seem, It is made up of who i am, and what i am. Perhaps this is just the way i am. Maybe you always think i'm too young, too young to understand, & even trust? but i know myself better & even if i change to be more appreciative, more of this, more of that, how much can one change?

I may not have all the qualities & understanding you want, and i can only improve. But its never right to say that everything is about me, because i've given up alot of you. To me, its alot. I went against my stand, my own values, which i set for myself. & i do feel guilty because I truly under-estimated myself. A sense of betrayal? probably. For you, my guilt and values can be placed aside. Before you ever think that i've never spared a thought for you, you ought to consider that this is by far the greatest thing i'll ever do & yet its for you.